Anonymous Male:

sometimes i wish the world would just end already

i have no real friends

i prefer nice legs over nice breasts

ive never had a girlfriend

im 15 and most people tell me i look like im 12

most days when i wake up in the morning, i just wish i could go back to sleep and just skip the disappointments that are bound to happen that day.

im not close with my parents

i dont have much interest in anything anymore

one day i set out to try and catch a cat so maybe later i could torture and kill it. just to see what it felt like

sometimes, i feel my balls tingling when i see a good looking guy. though i never actually have gay thoughts

i talk to myself out loud and have intellectual conversations with myself.

sometimes i have to remind myself to breathe. and its like i have to manually inflate and deflate my lungs

i don't really like people.

i find myself reading more and more romance novels and watching love movies

i keep a journal for times like this, when im really unhappy.

i sometimes draw pictures depicting the death/torture of people/animals.

i dont stick up for myself. probably because im a wimp and i know i would get beat up. yeah i fear pain

though sometimes i feel like cutting myself. you know, just to feel something. something in place of the usual emptiness inside me.

i have my own ideas about God.

**thats all i can think to write down. for now, anyways