Anonymous Female:

I've changed more than I thought I would. Without having friends to talk too this summer has been boring. But I'm scared about going into school and having too make new friends.I know I always say I don't want too fit in and I don't but how else can I make friends? Seems like just being myself is never enough. My old friends turned on me and I have no idea why.It ruined my life. Left me alone.I cried myself too sleep for three months because of that. Seems like everyone is heartless now.I don't cry myself too sleep, too tell the truth I don't cry much at all anymore. Not having friends for the summer sucked.. Bad.But I delt with it,no I don't remember how too interact with people.I don't know how too make friends.I don't know how too bottle it all up.I only know how too live alone,keep my problems too myself,hang my head low and walk away,talk too no one and let everything slip away..

My life is slipping away slowy. All because of them. Some of it is my fault I do confess but you have some on your shoulders too. You know who you are ://. You walk around like you did nothing wrong.You walk around saying everything is her fault!I hate the world! SHUT THE FUCK UP! No one cares..Because you put EVERYONE down.You ruin EVERYONE in your path.Your not what you say you are.The nice little innocent girl that does NOTHING WRONG! Your human.You do a lot of things wrong dear.Either Fess up or shut up...Because everyone is sick of hearing your stupid crying....[Call me heartless I don't care.You don't know me and I may not know you.Say what you want,It wont hurt me anymore than I already am.]